Saturday, August 24, 2024

Ordinary Time 21 - The Sanctifying Power of A Difficult Marriage

 

Homily for August 25, 2024

Twenty-First Sunday of Ordinary Time

The Sanctifying Power of A Difficult Marriage

 

            One of the more difficult days of my priesthood was when my friend called me and asked, “Can you come over and help me tell my ten-year-old son that his dad isn’t coming back?” He had just up and left – decided that he needed a new start, some time away in another state – leaving behind four kids and a heartbroken wife.

            So I went over the house and broke the news to the oldest boy. Then, once all of the kids had gone to bed, I sat down with the wife and asked how she was doing. She told me that all of her friends had told her to officially divorce the guy, give up on him, and move on. But she was going to fight for that marriage – to pray and fast for him, no matter what.

            I must admit that I was a bit skeptical that the marriage could be saved, but her faith was stronger than mine. I agreed to pray and fast along with her, and we recruited all of our friends to join in the campaign.

            Just last year, that woman and her husband finished leading a two-year marriage enrichment course for the Diocese of Bridgeport. Their marriage is now ministering to other couples. It took a miracle – and God granted one – because this heroic woman wouldn’t give up on a marriage.

            St. Paul lays out such a beautiful vision for marriage in the second reading today. It is the image of Christ and His Church, this beautiful relationship of mutual self-gift where the couple lays down their lives for each other. But, as most of us know, marriage is incredibly difficult. It puts two imperfect people together, forever, with all of their sins and insecurities and weaknesses. A recent survey found that six in ten marriages are unhappy. I can testify that there are many, many marriages that are not in a good place – so if yours is difficult, please don’t feel like you’re alone. But how can we not despair when this most precious relationship seems to be crumbling before our eyes? Our faith gives us some helps to bring beauty out of a difficult marriage – and, indeed, every marriage. I’d like to mention four insights today.

            First, never underestimate the power of prayer and sacrifice. A lot of the difficulties of marriage come from the brokenness that both parties struggle with – brokenness which can be healed through the grace and power of Jesus Christ. St. Monica (whose feast day we celebrate this week), was married to a pagan man named Patricius. He constantly mocked her faith and cheated on her. But she prayed and fasted, prayed and fasted, for decades – and on his deathbed, he asked for baptism…and asked for her forgiveness. The power of prayer and sacrifice can break stony hearts and repair relationships – we have to persevere, sometimes for years, to sacrifice for our spouse. Also, our intimate prayer with God can heal the ache and the loneliness in our own hearts when our marriage is difficult – so pray for yourself as well, and fill yourself with Him so that we can go back to our spouse to love them freely and fully.

            Second, remember that your spouse is not the enemy. One of the best definitions of marriage I ever heard was that the couple needs to be “back to back with swords drawn”. The real enemy of marriage is the Evil One, for the devil hates a good marriage. A holy marriage is a living, breathing icon of God’s love for humanity, the reflection of God’s infinite and unshakeable faithfulness, the most perfect way that two people can sanctify one another, a true foretaste of Heaven. For this reason, the Evil One will stop at nothing to destroy marriages.

            Author John Eldrege tells the story of one day he’s driving with his wife, and all day long they’ve been in a tough place. She’s giving off the vibes that she’s disappointed in him, even though they haven’t talked about it – you know how you can sometimes put your pulse on your spouse’s feelings even without words, it’s just kind of an unspoken feeling. And this feeling wasn’t good – just a sense that she was mad at him or disappointed in him. He had been praying and praying on this long, silent drive, and finally sensed God asking him to bring it out into the open. So, he took a risk and began to ask, “Stasi, I get the sense that you’re disappointed in me for some reason. Why is that?”

            Stasi turned to him with tears in her eyes and said, “I’m disappointed in you? I got the feeling today that you were disappointed in me!” Wait, if he wasn’t communicating that to her, and she wasn’t communicating that to him, then were did those messages come from? From the Evil One, who loves nothing more than to divide and conquer a couple. The Evil One will often take a small match and throw gasoline on it until it becomes a raging, out-of-control bonfire. A small annoyance suddenly becomes a lifelong grievance. A disagreement suddenly becomes, in our minds, grounds for divorce. We must be aware that there is an enemy who hates your marriage, and it is not your spouse. So have your spouse’s back – with swords drawn against the real enemy of marriage.

            Third, remember that love is not a feeling – it is a choice. If, as St. Paul says, a husband ought to love his wife as Christ loved the Church, we realize that Christ died for the Church – and that did not “feel” good. It was, rather, the decision to sacrifice His life for the benefit of His Bride. Likewise, a “honeymoon period” doesn’t last forever, for any couple. Once that wears off, the real work of loving this imperfect person begins. Love isn’t hearts and chocolates and dinners out…love is taking care of the baby at 3am, holding back our tongue from the sharp word, listening to our spouse when we’d rather be scrolling our phones, being there for them when they are sick. Real love costs – and when we pledged our love for each other, it was in good times and bad – when it was the honeymoon, and when it was the Cross.

            Finally, even the most difficult marriage can sanctify us. Regardless of whether or not our spouse ever changes, regardless of whether or not our marriage becomes this beautiful bliss of love, it can still help to teach us how to love, how to sacrifice. We can become a holy man or woman precisely through our difficult spouse. I recently came across St. Gummarus, who is the patron saint of difficult spouses. From Belgium in the 700s, he married a short-tempered, shrewish woman who browbeat him, abused their servants, and mocked his piety. He prayed and fasted for her, but she continued to treat him cruelly – but all the while, Gummarus was learning to love. Sadly, she decided to abandon him – and he took this as a sign to spend the rest of his life praying for her. He built a private chapel and became a hermit, loving her through prayer and sacrifice. Although there was no “happily ever after” for the couple, Gummarus became a saint precisely through his mission of loving this difficult woman – and that is a happy ending.

            I know that many people have suffered the pain of divorce, and there are many reasons for that. I am in no position to judge those who have gone through it. But I want to say to those who are in difficult marriages – persevere! Marriage is worth fighting for! We gave our word on our wedding day to stay faithful, no matter what – and, as long as marriage isn’t abusive, then it’s worth staying, if for no other reason than to be sanctified through faithfulness to our vocation. I am absolutely convinced that if two people are willing to fight for their marriage, it will work and succeed – and make them holy. So have hope, especially if your marriage is imperfect and broken and difficult. God can and will bring something good out of it if we entrust our marriages to Him.

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