Homily for
Fourteenth Sunday of Ordinary Time
July 8, 2018
His Power In
Weakness
Everything
seemed to go wrong for poor Joseph. Born into poverty – actually in a cowshed,
as the family house was in foreclosure - in 1603, he was underfed and scrawny
growing up, catching every disease and sickness from pneumonia to ulcers. He
was sent to school but failed every class; he had no friends because he was
ugly and clumsy and boring to talk to. When he finally failed out of school as
a teen, he was apprenticed to a shoemaker, but he failed at that too. Finally,
in the midst of his aimless and hopeless life, he met a beggar coming through
his town that changed his life.
This beggar was a Franciscan
priest, begging for his community’s food. Joseph realized, “Hey, I may not be
good at anything else, but I can beg!” And he applied to the local monastery to
become a Franciscan priest. But he failed in this too: he was turned down
twice, and when a third monastery let him in, they soon kicked him out because
Joseph’s absent-minded ways and stupidity were causing a distraction in their
community life.
Penniless, with nothing left but
his faith in God, Joseph returned home where his own mother refused to allow
him to enter the house. Instead, she got him a job tending the donkeys’ stable
at another Franciscan monastery. There amidst the filth of the stable – where
he not only worked, but ate and slept as well - Joseph spent long hours in
prayer as he did his work, growing in his love for God.
The Franciscan monks began to
notice his holiness and joy, even despite his humble circumstances and apparent
failures. After a couple years, they decided to invite him into the monastery,
where he impressed everyone with his deep love for God despite his evident
weaknesses. Finally, the Franciscan priests decided that he should study to
become a priest, because of his evident holiness.
Joseph was elated and began his
studies – but continued to fail his classes. Finally, the day came for the big
exam to determine whether or not he would become a deacon. He studied day in
and day out, but could only remember one single line of Scripture – the rest of
his lessons were completely forgotten! When the day came for the test, he was
brought in, and the only question asked of him…was about that particular verse
of Scriptures! He was thus able to miraculously pass the test. The following
year, when they were testing to become priests, the students who went before
Joseph impressed the teacher so much that he came out and declared that the
entire class passed, without Joseph having to take the test – thus, despite his
mental failings, Joseph became Fr. Joseph.
And then the miracles started.
Fr. Joseph was granted the grace of seeing visions, of healing the sick, and
even levitating in prayer! He would be so absorbed in prayer that he would
literally lift off the ground – a phenomenon witnessed by thousands of people!
Thousands of people came to see and hear him each year, just to get his
blessing – his humility showed people the great love and humility of our God.
We now call him St. Joseph of Cupertino, a saint who had nothing of his own to
be proud of – and every reason to rejoice in God.
We boast of all sorts of things.
We boast of our bank account, our cars, the fact that we played college
baseball, our kids’ honor rolls, everything. And we do have many gifts from
God. But how many of us boast of our weaknesses? St. Paul tells us to do just
that – not to be ashamed that we’re bald, or bad at math, or struggle with alcohol
or impatience.
But why would we boast in these
bad things? St. Paul goes on to say, “So that the power of Christ may rest upon
me.” It is precisely the weakest, the frailest, the smallest, the most sinful
human beings that God often chooses to use. The Apostles weren’t the best and
brightest; Mary was too young and uneducated; St. Paul himself was a murderer.
None of them were what the world would consider sleek and successful. And yet
God chose all of them and did something wonderful in their lives.
And this makes perfect sense.
God can’t work in a person’s life when that person is full of themselves; they
must be empty to become full of God. He gets more glory from using weak
instruments, from making saints out of sinners and weak people and broken,
messed-up lives. It would be easy for God to take an amazingly talented person
and work through them; but God’s power is shown precisely in taking ordinary
folks with messy lives and making them holy.
So don’t think you have to be
perfect to invite the Lord into your life. He
is the one who will perfect you; and He plans all things – even your weaknesses
– for His glory. So boast of your weaknesses – invite Christ into your
weaknesses. In His mercy and love, there is nothing to fear, as He will make
something beautiful out of your weakness, if you let Him.
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