Homily for
Ordinary Time 24
September 17, 2017
The Freedom of
Being a Slave of God
I have
always been inspired by people in recovery programs. I’ve been to a couple
Alcoholics Anonymous meetings as part of my seminary training and am always
amazed at the courage these people have. I think part of what I admire about
those in recovery is that many of them are so nonjudgmental about others – they
know their profound weakness, and thus they are more apt to forgive the
weaknesses of others.
And isn’t
that what makes forgiveness easy - When we realize how much we ourselves have
been forgiven for? Let’s dive deeply into this Gospel to see that played out.
The
King, God, calls each of His servants to settle accounts. At the moment of our
death, all of us will be judged – we call this the “particular judgment” and it
is the moment when our lives will be revealed to us. We will see ourselves as
God sees us, and we will see what kind of person we have become – loving or
selfish, pure or lustful, greedy or generous. In a sense, we settle accounts
with God each time we examine our consciences – we look at who we are, warts
and all, and lay them before the mercy of God in confession.
Then the
King, God, finds a servant who owes a huge amount. Let’s be real – all of us owe God a huge amount. “All
have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God.” Modern Americans like to
think, “Oh, I’m not that bad, I’m a pretty good person.” Perhaps you haven’t
committed murder – but have you murdered someone else’s reputation through
gossip? Perhaps you haven’t committed adultery, but have you committed adultery
by looking at a woman with lust? Perhaps you haven’t committed felonies, but we
tell lies, take God’s name in vain, allow ourselves to be distracted in prayer,
put money and pleasure and popularity before God…all have sinned, no exceptions! (Except Jesus and Mary, of
course!).
We’d
like to think those sins aren’t all that bad, but consider this: God has given
each one of us enough grace to become a great saint. Why are we not great saints? What graces have we
rejected? Many of us have been blessed to have good parents, good examples of
faith in our life, maybe attended Catholic school and come to the Eucharist
frequently – but we have wasted many of these graces because we are not
committed to truly, ardently, with our whole heart and soul, following the
Lord. So we are all in debt to God,
in a debt that we cannot pay.
So the
King threatens to sell the man and his family and possessions. But sell them to
whom? And why? He threatens to sell him into slavery! This is one of the
results of sin – sin causes us to be slaves. Consider: the first time you tell
a lie, it’s difficult and you feel guilty. But the second time, it’s a bit
easier, and the third time, it’s easier still, until soon we find that it’s
actually difficult to tell the truth! All sin is like that – it causes vices (morally bad habits) that are hard
to break – slavery! We become a slave to our senses, a slave to our pride, a
slave to the devil, a slave to the world.
So what
does the servant do? He begs for mercy, and it is granted. Mercy is freely
given, but it always comes at a cost. The mercy we receive, the forgiveness we
receive, came at the price of the blood of the Son of God. Jesus died so we
could receive mercy. He paid the price we could not pay; He paid back our debt
with His life. We must never forget the price He paid!
Consider this: if you were
standing in the street and a bus was about to hit you, and then someone jumped
in front of the bus and pushed you out of the way but died in your place, would
you be grateful? Yes! Would you think about them every day? Yes! Would you try
to live a life that honored them? Yes! This is precisely what Jesus Christ did
for you, in nailing your sins to the Cross so that you could experience mercy.
So instead of being sold into
further slavery, this servant is now the slave of the merciful king. The word
used for servant is “doulos” which in Greek is often translated slave. But
wait? Didn’t the King free him from slavery?
Here is the paradox: we are only
truly free when we are slaves of God. This echoes what St. Paul writes about in
the second reading: “Both in life and death we are the Lord’s.” We belong to
Him – we are not supposed to use our freedom for pleasure and selfishness, but
our freedom is meant to be given away in love for God. This is a paradox that
people cannot understand if they do not sincerely love the Lord, because to
worldly people it looks like religion is meant to crimp our freedom. I remember
once when I was a young seminarian in a parish assignment, I happened to be
back in the sacristy (where the priest vests for Mass) with a groom on his
wedding day. The bride was late (aren’t they all?), so we started chatting, and
he asked me how long it would be until I became a priest. I told him I still
had six years to go. He looked at me with pity and said, “Ah, so six more years
of fun! You can sow your wild oats, get drunk, and party until you become a
priest.” I was like, “Wait, what??” He thought that serving the Lord meant
boredom and slavery - when in reality, sin leads to boredom and slavery –
serving the Lord is incredible freedom, because in the Lord I am free to become
the best version of myself, to truly be fulfilled and joyful. In the Lord, I am
not a slave to any of the empty pleasures of this passing world!
To sum up: we recognize that
Christ has forgiven us of a debt we could not pay, by nailing it to His Cross.
We have received mercy and freedom – as now we are not slaves of this world,
but we belong to Christ!
I’ll close with a powerful
witness of forgiveness and mercy: St. Rita of Cascia. Born in Italy in the 1300s,
Rita was married at the age of 12 to a wealthy but abusive man. She had two
sons, but her husband’s bad temper made him a lot of enemies. He was finally
murdered by an enemy, but at his funeral, Rita (now a widow with two young
sons) publicly forgave his murderers and
forgave him for all of the abuse he put her through. Her sons, though, grew up
to follow in their father’s footsteps, and as young men they made a plan to
revenge their father’s death by killing his murderers. Rita heard of the plan
and prayed that God would take her sons before they were able to carry out
their revenge. Shortly after, both of her sons got sick with dysentery,
reconciled to God, and died. She realized that “both in life and death” her
life, her husband’s life, and even her son’s lives belonged to God alone. She
knew of Christ’s merciful love for her, so she was able to forgive her husband
and his murderers, surrendering her sons to the mercy of God. She is now a
saint in the Church!
May we all know that we have
been forgiven of so much by the Lord –
and with this realization, extend that same forgiveness to others.
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