Homily for Ordinary Time 13
June 27, 2021
Until Heaven
A few
years ago, when I left St. Benedict’s Church in Stamford, the fifth-grade CCD
class chipped in to get me a book. I was very grateful to receive the present,
but when I unwrapped it I found that they had gotten me a book by St. Alphonsus
Liguori called “Preparation for Death”. Was there some sort of subliminal
message there?
I
suppose leaving a place is somewhat like a death, and our readings today speak
about death. But I don’t want to preach on death today, to end my time here at
St. John’s on a morbid note – although, of course, for Christians, death should
be a joyous thing as we are reunited with the One Who loves us infinitely.
But upon
further reflection, these readings really aren’t about death, but about life –
finding life, being restored to life. Not just biological life, but the abundant,
fulfilling life that comes when we encounter Jesus Christ.
There is
a difference, of course. Many people are walking around, breathing, eating,
going to work and school – and they have no idea why. They are not really alive,
just surviving. Once when I was teaching Confirmation class at a different
parish, I had a kid named Matt in my class. He was the typical uninterested
teen – bored, surly – but as the year progressed, he started asking good
questions and really diving into his faith. The next year he got involved in
our youth program and told me he had been praying the Rosary daily. I asked him
what changed – how did he go from not caring about Jesus to suddenly being a
disciple? He said something I’ve never forgotten: “I felt like I was living my
life half-asleep, and now I’m finally awake.”
Yes, and
many of us are living our life half-asleep, because we are just taking up
oxygen and not really sure if we want to follow Jesus. Perhaps we feel like we
can’t follow Him because we’re too much of a mess. But look at the Gospel –
Jesus takes people who are wounded, who are a mess, who are dead – and brings
them back to life, to restoration. The woman with the hemorrhage didn’t say, “Oh,
I’m too much of a mess for Jesus.” The family of the daughter didn’t say, “Oh,
she’s already dead, there’s no more hope for her.” On the contrary! Like those
broken, wounded people in the Gospel, we can say to Jesus, “Lord, I’m a mess, I
fail all the time, I’m imperfect and weak and dead – heal me, raise me to life!”
And we bring ourselves to the Sacrament of Confession, we pray daily for mercy,
and we allow Him to make us fully alive. After all, He is the Savior – and
He loves to save us weak creatures!
So do
not let your weakness prevent you from living for Jesus, because He wants us to
be truly alive! The happiest moment of my life took place a few years ago when
I was leading a father-son pilgrimage to Italy. We were all in Assisi, which is
the coolest little town – it looks perfectly preserved from the 1300s, and you
can sense the holiness there along those streets where Francis and Clare
walked. After dinner, despite a spattering of rain, we decided to hike up to
the highest point in town, an old 800-year-old fortress that overlooked the
entire Umbrian valley. We had just reached the top when the skies parted and a
dramatic rainbow covered the sky from one end to the other. It struck me that
this was a foretaste of Heaven – here I was, with some of my favorite people in
the world, in a place of holiness and surpassing beauty, to praise God and glorify
Him. Can it get any better than that?
And if
this is what Heaven is like, let us live for Heaven here! Even the suffering we
endure on this earth is “nothing compared to the glory to be revealed”, says
St. Paul. We don’t need to wait until Heaven to become fully alive – as a wise
priest once told me, “Heaven is wherever God is being enjoyed.” If we live for
Him, in union with Him, here on earth, then we have brought Heaven into our
daily lives.
And what
else can offer such happiness? Can anything in this world truly satisfy us? I
know a young man who, when he was a freshman in high school, refused to go to
his school dance where they would be playing raunchy music and gossiping and
dancing immorally. His mother tried to convince him to go, but he resisted and
said, “Why do you want me to go so badly?” She replied, “You need to experience
the world!” He responded, “I have seen the world, and I don’t want it.” What
the world says is happiness – make a lot of money, have a lot of fun, drink and
indulge every lustful pleasure, become powerful and influential – does any of
that really lead to the real, abundant life that Christ wants for us? That our
hearts really desire?
When St. Faustina was a young
teen, she felt a strong call to become a nun. But she kept postponing it and
putting it off, figuring that it was too hard. Even though she loved God, she
said to herself, “First I want to see what the world has to offer!” One day
when she was about eighteen, she and her sister went to a nightclub for a dance
with hundreds of other people, jammed into a tiny club. She was having a great
time, but something was off…something in her conscience bothered her. As she
was dancing, all of a sudden the dance floor seemed to empty and everyone faded
away from her sight. Instead, across the room, appeared Jesus Christ, covered
in blood and wounds and walking to her. He said to her, “Faustina, how much
longer will you put Me off?” After He asked the question, He disappeared and
the dance continued like usual. But Faustina was shaken. White as a ghost, she
fled the dance hall, ignoring her sister’s questions, and went straight to the
nearest convent of nuns where she stayed all night in the chapel, and when the
sun came up she asked for admission to the convent. For all that the world
could offer, Jesus was calling her to a more abundant life.
So my final words to you at St.
John’s today are not about death, but about life. If you want to be truly
happy, fully alive – live for Heaven here, and strive to be a saint.