Homily for
Ordinary Time 15
July 16, 2017
Ridding Our Soil
of Sin
One of
my least favorite chores growing up was picking up rocks. My dad had a huge
garden – probably twice the size of this church. Every year, during the spring
time, my dad would pay us a dollar to fill up a bucket of rocks from the garden,
and then dump them in the woods. Not a fun task – but an easy way to make a
buck, and an important job, because it is hard to make a garden if there are
too many rocks in the soil.
The
rocky ground, the hard ground, and the thorn-infested ground in today’s Gospel
are symbols of three things. The rocks symbolize unrepentant sin – if our life
is full of sin, we will be unable to become holy. The hard ground is a symbol
of a hard heart and a bad attitude – we are convinced that we don’t need God.
The thorns and weeds are a symbol of worldly desires – we want pleasure and
money and comfort far more than we want Christ.
All of
us would like to believe that we are the good ground – that we are living a
life of faith in God. But are we really? Let’s look at each of these types of
ground more closely to see which ones we really are.
First –
the rocky ground. St. John tells us in his first letter that “if we believe we
are without sin, we are deceiving ourselves”. No matter how many rocks my siblings
and I took out of our garden, there were always more. It was a never-ending
chore! Likewise, all of us are sinners, even if our sins are small. Thus,
repentance must be daily. St. Francis wrote to his Franciscan brothers that
their lives should be marked with “constant conversion”.
So what
does that look like, practically? Well, when is the last time you have been to
Confession? If it is more than a couple months, then you are still living in
sin. Are there sins in your life that you have made peace with? Perhaps an
addiction to lust and impurity, or greed, or unforgiveness? Or even worse –
living in a state of sin, such as those who are divorced and remarried outside
the Church, or living with someone without marriage? If we are not making a
daily effort to repent and rid our lives of sin (with God’s grace, of course),
then we are not truly disciples!
Second –
the hard ground. Many of us live our lives as practical atheists! Perhaps we
believe intellectually in God but He makes no real difference in our life. How
do you know? Well, do you pray – really pray, seeking Him in Scripture and the
Rosary and the Mass and silent prayer? Do you ask God what His will is for your
life? I love what Corrie Ten Boom, a Holocaust survivor and author of the
famous book “The Hiding Place” says about prayer – she asks, “Is prayer your
steering wheel or your spare tire?” In other words, does your relationship with
God direct your life? If not, then we are hard ground!
Third –
the thorns and weeds. What do you truly
want in life? What is the most burning desire of your heart? Is it to be holy,
or to be rich and famous? I sponsored a great kid for confirmation this past
year, and at his confirmation party we were all outside playing sports. In the
heat of competition, he let out a mild curse word – as mild as you can get. I
didn’t think anything of it, but he immediately came up to me and apologized. I
said, “Peter, it’s not a big deal.” But he responded, “It is a big deal. I don’t want to be the kind of person who has a foul
mouth.” I was taken aback – wow, this kid gets
it. His goal in life is to be holy, and he is willing to do what it takes
to live for Christ.
So, for
us, what really is our goal in life? What do we spend our time on, our money
on, our energy on? Is it soccer, or our job, or living for Christ?
This was
meant to be an honest – even brutally honest! – examination of where we are in
the spiritual life. Do not be discouraged if you find your soul to be rocky
ground filled with sin, hard ground without a deep relationship with God, or
thorny ground distracted by the things of this world. The good news is that
soil can change! To make a garden, we have to till the ground, remove the rocks,
weed it, water it, and prepare the soil – in the same way, God wants to change you – if you will let Him. Ask Him to do
that today. Invite Him into your soul. He will come, with His grace, and like a
master gardener, produce the fruits of a holy life in your soul. Invite Him in –
start praying deeply from your heart, receiving the Sacraments frequently, seek
the Lord in His Word. His grace is all you need to change hard ground into a
fruitful garden.